Flight Handbook
Capturing Loss
These works were inspired by my relationship with my mother. My mother had brain cancer for much of my life, and it worsened a few years ago. I witnessed her lose mobility of her muscles, claiming her ability to walk, to stand, to speak, and to move her hands.
As we were both artists, there were few things as devastating as losing the ability to create. So, she and I figured out new ways to create things together. With the help of the staff art therapist, I made work with her, and other residents at the nursing home she lived at, resulting in an installation of paper airplanes.
Paper airplanes, intrinsically nostalgic and playful, allowed for a moment of levity and joy amidst loss and grief. Clustered like a flock of birds, they appear ephemeral, in the motion of deciding their next movement.
As I sought to bring my mother peace, I created these flight paths and handbooks for her as a visual love letter to wherever her path took her next.
Flight Handbook, pen on tracing paper, 2018
Residents drawing and painting the airplanes
Installation at Cedar Village
Installation in gallery for DAAPWorks